Future of our nation.

Today, my dearest and problematic lecturer had straightly came into me telling me why shouldn't I write things I wrote on evaluation. Let me correct you, Mister future of our nation.

First of all, things I wrote during the evaluation weren't fake or made-up. I wrote it because ALL THE INCIDENTS DID REALLY HAPPENED. I'm not bitching or troubling you, I was just simply making an observation.

You told me that I could have told you in the lab that you didn't assist us. Remember last time when I asked you, you're the one who said:"no no, you're supposed to do your own work without discussing or asking me. A2 has already started and if you can't carry out your own experiment, shame on you." OKAY FINE. I did my work and I asked people around me but in the end you asked me to sit back down. I can't believe that you claimed that everyone in the class did not do their work during lab class. Maybe some of them really did not complete it but you shouldn't think that everyone didn't do it. There were like whole bunch of us did every single paper you gave us. IT'S JUST THAT YOU NEVER DISCUSSED WITH US. YOU JUST SIT THERE LIKE A PANDA DOING YOUR OWN WORK AND BLAMED US FOR NOT DOING OUR WORK. For goodness's sake, even if we didn't do our work, YOU ARE OUR LECTURER and YOU SHOULD ASK US TO COMPLETE IT. NOT JUST SITTING THERE DOING YOUR OWN STUFF. In fact, we were the one who finished everything by ourselves, discussing and helping each other because we know that if we depend on you, IT'S GONNA BE WORSE or even HOPELESS. I just can't understand that why can't you learn from lesson when you know you're a freaking IRRESPONSIBLE lecturer. Stop blaming me and my classmates for not doing our work. WE ALL DID WHAT WE SUPPOSED TO DO. You are the one who didn't discuss with us, not even UPLOADING the mark schemes. All you did is just sitting in front of us, DOING YOUR OWN STUFF during OUR CLASS. If only you could just get up and teach us, not just asking us to do it ourselves, or you reading it from the presentation slides. We won't be learning anything from you because of your attitude. We need to learn face to face. You're just getting mad because things I said were TRUE. You want us or your other students to come into your class, you want them to get excited for your class, you have to stand right there in front of us and LEAD US, GUIDE US. You want us to do better, you have to touch our freaking heart, you can't expect  us to change while what you did is just telling. If you think teaching is just to earn for a living, YES IT IS. But this is our future and we paid so much for this course, we do not deserve how you treated us.

About the scratches thingy (That's how you called it), I just recalled that I did really write it. What? Is there any problem saying about it? You're a lecturer in this college but when you got scratch on your pants, you got so pissed off and tried to break the marker pen holder. That just showed how immature you are. You are supposed to be a role model to everyone of us, but you intended to spoil something in front of everyone of us. I know it's pretty embarrassing to know that your pants got scratched, but seriously, breaking that thing in front of your students? Does that considered as VANDALISM? I guess it does. At the very least point, you had the intention to do that. Everyone saw that. Most of us were even shocked. Plus, after your pants got scratched, you became so emotional and angry. That just showed how unprofessional you are. Come on, we were freaked out by your attitude. 

Another thing to correct you, reasons why I didn't attend your class isn't about you at all. I had my own study session at study hub. I like it when i study alone and plus, other lecturers finished their syllabus. I am pretty sure I can't study in class because I will be talking to my friends. Just stop being paranoid and asking people around you that why I did not attend your class. Don't have to act like you care about me and wish me all the best. You're such a faker and I don't even need your wishes. I respected you and for once you're even my favourite lecturer. How I wish I knew your TRUE COLOURS from the start and I needn't to deal with it now. Having you as my MENTOR for 18 months are even WORSE. 

You came into my face and told me all these shits this morning right after my paper. If I wasn't in a rush I would actually stand there and tell you HOW IRRESPONSIBLE YOU WERE for the passed one year. After telling me all these bullshit you still asked me not to make this big. There is a limit in me, in EVERYONE. I got enough of you, man. You had been telling us to do this and that and we had been obeying all the time. But at the end you said we did not do our work. I will not make this big because I know how childish you are and you never learn from your mistake but blaming people. Good luck teaching more and more students with your shitty attitude and may God bless your students for having such an emotional & irresponsible lecturer. 

You're welcome and it is always my pleasure for telling you these.